Musings of a Girl

Right now, as I type this, My mother is scolding me. And also, as I type this, I have the urge to do something dangerous again.

Why? Because I lost the letter/invitation/list of activities to my Graduation Day: March 29,2011.

She’s in front of me, telling me this insulting, depressing and humiliating words. I’m afraid to blink because my tears will fall. I have no one to turn to. I can’t talk to my friends because it will ruin their special day. 

I don’t want their day to end up like mine.

I no longer fear death, I feel like I’ve already given up life a long time ago.  I want to stress how horrible I’m feeling right now. But words fail me. 

Goodbye.

Happy Graduation.

emnina:

abuse of mind control.

ability to blend in and infiltrate.

diligent research to find out opponent’s weaknesses.

using those weaknesses shamelessly against them.

surprise attacks.

mayhem.

they refuse to face their pre-dark side days.

sith plan world domination.

sith are attentionwhores.

and crowd pleasers.

they just want to watch the world burn.

and every sith has a master.

until the student…. 

becomes the master.

dhyukkiejewels:

inwooksextion:

The gangsters:

The pretty:

The foodies:

The perverts:

The ones who cry easily:

The athletes:

The popular bitches:

The nerds:

The short-tempered ones:

The violent ones:

The Best Friends:

The weirdos:

The klutzes:

The charming prince:

The couple:

The creeps:

The sluts:

The freaks:

The innocent:

The cuties:

The cool ones:

The shy ones:

And the diva:

ALL RELEVANT <3

the slut the diva and the pervert LMAO

The charming prince and the couples is <3

It was the 19th of March, the last day of my last high school of life. 

Ana and I wanted to eat lunch together but we have no clue where we could get a restaurant with vacant seat.All the restaurants we’ve been to where filled with students fresh from the last examinations.

 I almost gave up and said to my best friend that I’d rather go home. But due to her urging, she said we could eat lunch at this hotel’s restaurant. I wanted to refuse because I’ve already eaten there a couple of times before. But come to think of it, this could be the last moment I could spend with my friend before I go off to Manila. So, I complied. 

We waited so long to get a menu at the restaurant, I was again this close to leaving again. After 15 minutes or so, the waiter FINALLY gave us a menu after telling him we already wanted to order. Luckily, the food was served immediately. I didn’t realize till then that I was hungry and tired. Upon eating, we heard that the CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA, a famous singer here in the Philippines, was also dining at the same restaurant. I saw him emerge from the function room, everyone was going nuts after him. People were dying to take a picture but the two of us were just chilling at the back, Not giving a care .

After eating lunch, we had the crazy idea to use the elevator even though we’re just in the second floor. We wanted to explore the hotel more. The elevator opened and there’s a lady heading to the 5th floor. The lady came out and two people came in with cameras and huge boxes. The first thing that came to my mind is that they might be with Christian Bautista’s crew.

We arrived at the 4th floor and OH MY GOD. Christian Bautista enter the elevator looking gorgeous. It was freaking sweet because were the only people to have a conversation with him. Bonus! He’s the one who initiated the talk. (Yeah, whatever, I know idols are supposed to be friendly for their public image but he was so sweet!)

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The conversation went on like this:

C: Excuse me, but Is there a class seminar here or something?

Ana: Hindi po (No)

C: So trip niyo lang? (so you just feel like eating here?)

Me: We’re just here to celebrate!

C:Celebrate what?

Me: It’s the last day of our examinations. We’re fourth year students!

C:Oh good luck on the results then!

Me:Thank you.

*DING! ELEVATOR OPENS*

Me: Goodbye. Nice talking to you.

C:Nice talking to you too.

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Ana and I went out of the elevator first. After leaving the vicinity of the hotel, we let ourselves fall into hysterics. We we’re giggling mad like we were both high as we  quickly walk to my house.  We were so high of euphoria that my dad my dad looked at us weirdly. We quickly grabbed our phones and texted our experience to everyone. The only downside is that we don’t have photos, Ana had her cellphone out but she was too shy to ask for a photograph. 

Nevertheless, it was enough for me. The best thing about the whole moment is that I experienced it with my best friend.